Im just tired.....

You okay.....!!
No! I'm just tired! Tired of everything...
Tired of life's drama....
Tired of people around me....
If I smile that doesn't mean I'm happy with in....somewhere my soul cries.... Cries in dark nights.
I'm tired of making every one smile ...tired of being caring and being with the one who ignites flame inside me! Lost myself so far shutting my heart and soul off, switching off my mind!!
Jumping with joy by visualising your and every ones smile, where is my smile then....??
I'm tired of listening to everyone.... Yet times I want to run away and open up my mind and soul! I find people so black and end up with blues in light. Im tired of being in blues ...I want to run away from everyone, and make home in dark where I can be with myself making my soul happy remain silence and away from dramas of life and people around.....I want to get rid of this burden. I want to be free.... Sleepless nights bring an essence of darkness inside where I could go so far from everyone just being me as real as Im .... .

Enjoy

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Arrow goes forward only after pulling it equally backwards, a bullet foes forward only after pulling the trigger backward. Every human being will get happiness only after facing difficulties and tribulations. So, do not be afraid to ENJOY the pain and suffering, these are the things that will take you forward one day!!!!

Let my soul departs....

Don't let me stay here, let me go into the darkness , where I can meet my beloved and myself....
I'm a fly let me end on fire, don't stop me, let me go...
To be with my beloved and myself is my aim... 
If I find myself and my soul by dying,then let me die...
My heart's eye has seen my beloved ànd with this pain of love let my soul departs... 
Don't let me stay here,let me go into the darkness. I'm a fly let me die on fire....!!