aaj kahin door......

This poem I recited in my self when I went out from clinic after having my lunch to a near by old fort nearby.....I was on the top pf the fort and while running my eyes here and there suddenly i stopped on to a MAJAR/ DARGAH in the green valley down to the fort...... 

aaj kahin door ek majar dekha, majar me ek bujurg ko sajde me jhukte dekha.......

unhe dekh , dil ko shukun pate dekha.......

shukun ate hi ruh ko khuda se jurte dekha......

khud ko khuda se kuch na mangte dekha.....

khud ko ek ruhaniyat me dubte dekha.....

boot sa banke khud ko khuda ke samne jhukte dekha......

aaj kahin door ek majar dekha, majar me ek bujurg ko sajde me juhkte dekha.......

DeAr GoD...

Dear God,just thought I'd sit down to write
Thought I'd have a word with you,if I might
Guess you know I haven't always done right
But God,I have always kept you in sight

I've not been as bad, as some people think
For afew years there,I sure enjoyed a drink
My family wished i was the missing link
Dear God,you just didn't allow me to sink

I've always lived my life,as if I were dieing
Right out front,no reason for lieing
Some times I caused tears or I was crying
I left them shaking their heads and sighing

Well Dear God,as I move near your door
I guess there isn't alot I am sorry for
Some things I wish I hadn't done,some more
More good then bad,if you keep score

Dear God,just wanted to thank you,for life
For making me strong to handle striff
For year of being a mother and wife
For letting me live here in heaven,in this life

When the mirror of lif egets dirty,with the fog of reality, just try wiping it with your faith.you'll see clear reflection of your dreams once again..

When the mirror of lif egets dirty,with the fog of reality, just try wiping it with your faith.you'll see clear reflection of your dreams once again..

Hye! Im back after a long gap...due to work pressure and lots of busy schedule i was away from my blog for some tiems that doesnt mean I stopped writing or giving lif eto my words....
I was at clinic when i checked my mail and got a new coment on my poem "I want a girl who will love me......" the coment given by a stranger whom i dont know even she doesnt know me...but as I think and belive no one is stranger here every one is connected with each other in some way....may be we all are kids of "LORD"....anyways even I dont have ay idea weather that Anonymous i.e that girl will vist my blog or not...but she made me to write today after a long gap....
her coments made me to think and tel her what exactly I feel and meat in this poem....
the comment follows:
hey i don't know who u r?
but like somehow and dislike somehow something in yr poem..
i am girl live in India.a stranger we r both for each other..and i don't know i will just pass from here.but u know a girl needs yr love only in real nothing and love is always be passion and kind never be jelous or rude(as u say make jelous to other boy by holding yr hand..)u have to give 1 st what u expect from others..u just need to love girl truly thats it..don't be posesive..best wishes for yr search.
bye.
well this is the coment and to be very true and clear no one told found such a likes and dislikes in this poem....
i was just thinkig and whole day i was thinking and thinking...just now I returned back form clinic and sat to drope what I felt and how i came back....???
she said she doesnt know she will just pass form here as we both are strangers but what I feel I have mentioned earleir....
I just wana thank her to transcribe such a meaningful thoughts and coments to this...
but think she didnt understand the depth of my poem...if she says she liked an ddisliked my poem I took both in a good way as love is true pure form of god, it gives lighgt to the inner soul....i described ..jealous to other boy by holding my hand means by seeing mine and my girls love people may think how lucky they are in love and meant for each other.....
love is light, blessing of god.....there is no expectations in love...LOVE means to give....to feel the beauty of love....an dto feel the beauty of togethreness....to understand each other and to be with each other in al the times....
as i said i find no one is stranger here as we all are conected with each other in some way....and so hopping that one day this girl will return to my postings and then she could understand may be or may be not.....but at last I would like to convey my heartful greetings to her as she made me to come back and to post whatever I felt in short....May God bless her thats my prayers for her...I wish I could make her understand what excatly I meant....time to go to cook as my day was realy hectic and I'm tired lke anything...

Clip my wings,so I can't fly
No! For i would rather die
Tie me with chains that bind
And I'd go right out of my mind

Hold me,then let me go my way
And I'll come back again someday
Love is not proving myself to you
But giving freedom for all I must do

Don't give me an alternative,I must choose
For that way you can only loose
Hold your head high,it's nothing you lacJust let me go and I'll come back